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Location: Whitewater, Wisconsin, United States

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Sunday, November 06, 2005

how time flies

Wow, I knew it had been awhile since I updated but an entire month and a day is insane. So much has happened in the past month its hard to remember it all. Shockingly enough mainly good news, I am as amazed as you all are. For starters I am no longer screwing bolts into things, now I'm a quality advisor- which is as I understand it the combination of an engineer and a supervisor. I’ve already played my part in fireing one of the senior testers for not doing his job right. But finally I am in a position that reflects my intelligence and education. But getting this job proves to me I am doing good at bullshiting, why you ask- because in addition to my experience and education my “positive attitude” was one of the determining factors of getting the job. Not that it shocks me very much but now that I'm no longer doing mindless labor my depression, while not gone entirely has significantly subsided. And I have finally accomplished 2/3 of the goals I had for this year: moving out of stupid and bitch’s house and getting a better job. The third of getting some sort of romantic interest has not came nor do I see it in the foreseeable future but who knows considering I didn’t anticipate getting this job until 2 or 3 Fridays ago anything can happen. The funny thing is with this new job a lot of the things that was depressing me don’t really matter. The thing that comes to mind first is the Sarah issue. For those who don’t know what the hell I am talking about I’ll paraphrase Sarah is someone I work with who claimed to be an open minded, feminist. We started talking and flirting with each other, went on a date or two and then one of my coworkers who I was sort of friends with decides he is interested in her too and she finds him a little more physically attractive decides to blow me off and become involved with him. This no longer matters because now in essence I'm their superior. Well I need to get to Mulgore so ttyl.