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Tuesday, April 19, 2005


ok right now i'm too sick to be at work but sick enough that i'm bed ridden so since wow is taking some time to update i had might as well write a posting. first off it feels treat not to be in work right now- realizing that i would still have 3 and a half hours to go makes me really tempted to say the hell with and quit. i know if i did i would have more of my sanity back and be able to spend more time with friends but the duality is i would have no money. bottom line is i want a different job that pays good and is closer to home and can give me a good check every week. Other things i have wanted to discuss but havent had the time to- why has my typing became so horrible is it the laptop keyboard or whats the deal it seems like i have to hit back space every 4 or 5 words to correct somthing stupid. somthing else that i havee had on my mind since WW's spring break but havent said anything about is this movie i watched on IFC called all over a guy- basically the WOW server was down so i looked for somthing good to watch and i ended up landing on IFC. Basically the movie was about a gay couple that had their problems and it seemed to parpallel my life quite abit- no i'm not saying i'm gay but that aside the thing that parpalled my own existance is one of the main characters did not know what he wanted from his romantic life. I feel the same- not only do i not have time to discover what i want i also am not exactly sure where to begin so thats what i have been currently focusing alot of my mental energy on. I have some ideas but then again there lies the issue with no time to put anything into play. And for those of you who would say "you have your whole life ahead of you" (directed at one particular person and he knows who he is) i questiion isnt that just a scapegoat to in a sence to bag the question? but reguardless next topic: my mother is being more annoying the ever: first off all she makes the comment "todd is the smartest person i have had in the house", when i asked her to justify this she said because he never talked......arg i wish she would just move back to hawaii, or colorado, or anywhere other then here. in additiion to the fact she is a hypocrit in the whole issue of sex- liberal about everything but that, yeah she got knocked up at 17 but that was when free love and make love not war ruled the earth as opposed to safe sex and AIDS epademic of today. i would like to find the sluttiest girl out there and tell my mother she is my gf out of spite or even a boy but i doubt she has the mental capassity to get it. But reguardless this is a good segway into my next subject: afew weeks ago i was listning to Dr. Milt Rosenberg on the radio and the topic was human nurology but reguardless it got me to thinking that there really havent been any good studies on human sexuality in terms of nurology so i have started doing research in that and i am goiing to try and write a papter on it in time. The last thing i wanted to talk about was recently i see andera's jcs friends have basically backstabbed her becaus she is judgmental. this is more of a clarification what is the difference being judgmental (like andera alledgedly is) and being able to read people easily and find their weaknesses, like i did with jon and daddy thats it for now will post again when i have more to write about.

PS- Paul how was the 30 seconds of glory?


Blogger James said...

You know, writing a paper such as that (or even a proposal for a research grant) would give you some kind of direction. True, it wouldn't give you romantic direction, but I think it would still give you a sense of purpose.

At least it would refocus your mind and be better than what you are currently doing.

April 19, 2005 at 8:14 PM  
Blogger Paul said...

i didn't really think of it as "glory." the idea of my getting married was not so i could say "hey! look at me!" it was more like, "i love this girl! come celebrate our love because you're my friends and family!"

i would have liked you there, ralph.

April 20, 2005 at 6:26 AM  
Blogger James said...

his boss told him he'd get fired if he went

April 20, 2005 at 3:48 PM  
Blogger Paul said...

okay, i didn't know that. i didn't hold against him, anyway.

April 20, 2005 at 6:22 PM  
Blogger Andrea said...

my advice to all you single boys like you ralph.
give up on females.
Their pretty bodies are not nearly enough to make up for their their bitchyness.

April 21, 2005 at 8:48 AM  
Blogger Railside said...

Paul- i think you missed my point when i said 5 seconds of glory...if you still dont see what i'm getting at let me find the anotomically correct action figures

Andera: so are you advocating i turn gay b/c that most likely wont happen

April 21, 2005 at 11:05 AM  
Blogger Andrea said...

i suppose you could find someone female but not girly.
all the nice ones are even mean 'cause they lie to you by pretending they like you and have no negative feelings.
Damn girly females.

April 21, 2005 at 1:39 PM  

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